The Heat Is On - Patt

Part 1

Jim Ellison, a California Fire fighter, was having a bad day. He and his co-workers were up in the forest trying to keep a fire from spreading. This was his job but it was a hard one these days for him. The smoke about killed him. He wondered why no one else seemed to be affected by it. No one else was complaining at all. But Jim's eyes hurt, his nose burned and his sense of taste was totally off. When he could hardly see anymore, Captain Simon Banks walked up to him and said, "Okay, Jim, let's get you out of here."

Once away from the smoke, a hard thing to do since they were in the middle of a fire, Simon asked Jim, "What's going on?"

"Simon, for some reason I can't seem to see while I'm in the smoke. Something is wrong, I just don't know what it is."

"I want you to head back into town with Megan and have some tests run. There must be something wrong. Jim, we can't have you out there if you can't work in the smoke."

"I know, Simon, I'll go and see someone as soon as I get off."

Simon walked over to his wife and asked, "Megan, do you mind driving Jim to the hospital for some tests?"

"Jim, what's wrong," Megan asked with nothing but concern in her voice.

"I don't know, Megan. It's something with my senses and I don't know what to do."

"Simon, we'll get on the road now." Megan told her husband as she led Jim to the truck and helped him into it. "I'll let you know as soon as we find something out."

The drive down the mountain was a quiet one. Jim had a lot on his mind. He really felt like he was losing it. The idea of leaving this job scared the hell out of him. If he couldn't be around smoke, then he wouldn't be able to keep working with his friends and colleagues.

Once they got to the hospital, Jim got out and told Megan, "You don't have to wait, it's not necessary."

"Oh yeah, Jim, Simon will love that. Just dropped him off and went on about my regular life. Simon would have a cow."

"Fine, whatever." Jim said scowling.

As they waited in the Urgent care waiting room, Jim was having a hard time even reading. One minute he could see a poster down the hall and read every word and the next he couldn't make out the blur in front of him. Oh shit, maybe I'm losing my eyesight. But that would have nothing to do with my sense of smell and taste, not to mention my hearing.

When they finally called Jim in, Megan stood up to go with him. He turned to her and said, "Megan, I think I can take it from here."

"Jim, I really need to be with you, you don't look well at all."

"Megan, please, just let me do this and I'll tell you all about it when I get out of here."

As Jim walked into the room, she was on the verge of panicking. She didn't know what to do. She felt like Simon asking her to go with him, meant he entrusted Jim's care into her hands. But what good was she doing out in the waiting room? She walked up to the nurse and said, "Once Jim Ellison is changed into the examining gown, could you tell me so I can go in and talk to the doctor too?"

The nurse looked her over and said, "Are you family, ma'am?"

"Yes," Megan replied quickly. The nurse said, "then follow me and we'll see if he's ready for you to come in."

Jim was sitting on the examining table wearing the stupid looking gown when the door opened and a nurse popped her head in and said, "Your family is here for you, Mr. Ellison." The nurse stood aside as Megan walked into the room. The nurse left the room closing the door.

"Megan, what the hell are you doing? I don't need you in here holding my hand. I'm a big boy."

"Did you ever think that maybe it's for me? I'm scared, Jim. You're our best friend and I don't want anything to be wrong with you."

As she said this, she had moved closer to Jim. Jim pulled her into a hug and said, "Megan, thank you. I'm scared and you being here really does help. I just didn't want to admit to it."

"It'll work out, Jim. I just know it." Megan said trying out her best smile.

The doctor walked in and said, "Mr. Ellison, my name is Dr. Dread."

Jim and Megan couldn't help it; they both started laughing. The doctor smiled and said, "Okay, now that the ice is broken, my real name is Dr. Dean and what can we do for you today?"

Jim went on to tell the doctor about what he had been experiencing and the doctor set up all the tests to be run on him. By the time they were all done, it was nine hours later. When he got back to the room, Megan was waiting with Simon when Jim returned to the room. Jim looked upset and confused. The doctor walked in and said, "Jim, I can't find a thing wrong, but I have no doubt that you think there is something wrong. So, I want you to see a Dr. Kellen."

"A Shrink, right?" Jim asked angrily.

"Yes, she is." Dr. Dean said. "She's very good and might be able to help you out. In the mean time, you'll be on medical leave until she releases you."

Jim stood up and said, "Megan, I'd liked to get dressed, do you think you could leave the room?"

Megan got up without saying a word and left the room. Simon stayed in the room and watched his best friend as he got his clothes on. Simon didn't say a word, but Jim knew he was in for plenty once they left the hospital.

"Jim, I think it would be a good idea if you maybe took some classes at the university. That would help pass the time a little more quickly. What do you think?"

"Simon, what the hell do I want to do at the university? I want to fight fires. It's my job."

"Not right now, Jim. You're off until further notice. Take some classes and learn something you've always wanted to learn."

As they walked out of the room, Megan joined them and the three walked out to Megan's truck. As they were talking, a horn honked and Jim fell to his knees and held his ears. Megan looked at Simon with many questions in her eyes. "Jim, come on, it's okay." Simon said helping him up off the ground.

Both of them could see the pain in his eyes and hoped that the new doctor would be able to help.

Megan dropped Jim off at his apartment and wondered if she should go in with him. Deciding that maybe he needed some space, she let him be and drove off into the night.

Walking into his apartment, he didn't turn the lights on. Even though it was pitch black in the rooms, he could still see enough from the moonlight. And not having the lights on seemed to be helping his headache. Tomorrow, he'd get up and go to the University and sign up for some class. Maybe something totally different than anything he'd ever think of doing.

Jim got into the shower, still not turning on any lights. Wondering if this was normal behavior. Then a smile came to his face when he realized that he was probably insane and all his friends thought he was perfectly normal. Sleep came easily to Jim that night, minus the headache. It was nice for a change.

When Jim woke up, he showered, got dressed, had coffee and went to the U. He was going to do what Simon said, even if he didn't agree with him. He found a class in Anthropology and figured that would be something that would make them all roll their eyes to the back of their heads. This made him smile again. He filled out all the paperwork and got his books and they informed him he had twenty minutes until his first class. Jim wasn't expecting to go to a class today, but what the hell. He was here.

Once he found the classroom he sat down in the front part of the room and just sat there reading the book. He didn't even notice as the room started filling up. When the teacher came walking into the room, Jim could hardly stop staring. He was one of the most gorgeous men he'd ever seen. I don't usually look at men. Who am I kidding? I never look at men. But this one has my attention.

Professor Sandburg saw this nice looking older man sitting in the front of his class and couldn't help but notice how he was giving him the once over. Blair blushed as he introduced himself to the class and welcomed them to the first class of Anthropology.

"Now, if you'll take notes it would make things easier." Blair said smiling. Everyone in the room got out their notebooks, except for the man in front. He seemed to be staring at him, but yet he wasn't.

Blair walked over to him and touched his arm and said, "Are you all right, man?" Jim came out of whatever he had been in and looked up at Blair with confusion written all over his face. "What's your name?" Blair asked quietly.

"Jim Ellison."

"Mr. Ellison, may I speak to you in the hallway, please?"

Not knowing what was going on, but knowing this sounded pretty important, he walked out to the hall and just stood there staring at the floor.

"Mr. Ellison, I swear if I didn't know better, I'd say you zoned out on my voice."

"My name is Jim. And what do you mean, zoned out?" Blair could see the panic clearly written on Jim's face.

"Well, Jim, let me ask you this. Do you have any problems with any of your senses? Hearing more than you should? Seeing farther than you should be able to see? Smelling things much stronger than anyone else? Any of these?"

"How do you know that? I just spent an entire day and evening at the hospital and they had no idea of what was wrong other than I need to see a shrink."

"Well, my studies on Sentinels is quite extensive and I believe that you might be a Sentinel. They are the watchmen of the tribes. That is why they're able to hear, see, smell, taste and feel more than anyone else. They can better prepare themselves for anything."

"So why didn't the doctor's know this? I would think if you know it, they should too."

"Jim, they don't believe in Sentinels. That's the difference. I truly believe in them and I believe that you're one. We'll start doing tests if you want to find out."

"What's in this for you?"

"Nothing other than being able to study someone that no one believes exists. Jim, what do you do for a living?"

"I'm a Ranger/Firefighter for the California Forest Patrol. Why?"

"That's probably why it's come out now. You've been up in the forest a lot lately, most likely by yourself watching to be sure there are no small fires starting from the big ones. This makes the senses become more pronounced."

"Okay, so where do we go from here?"

"Well, I think we should go back in the class and try to not concentrate on one sense too much and we'll talk afterwards."

When they got back in the room, Blair continued with the speech he'd prepared. The whole time Blair knew Jim was watching him. He'd never ever had a man watch him the way that Jim Ellison was. He wasn't quite sure how he felt about that. He didn't have a problem with male couples, but had never thought about himself being part of one. But today he was thinking about just that. He looked over at Jim and could see the need in Jim's eyes.

When class was over, Jim and Blair walked outside. Jim heard his name being called and turned and saw Henry Brown. Jim introduced H to Blair and the two men were talking away as Jim was walking over to his truck.

"So Blair, you want to come to our poker game this weekend?" Henry was asking Blair.

"That would be great. I don't know too many folks here yet. Jim, do you mind?"

"I don't care." Jim said in his usual grouchy tone.

"Don't worry about him. His bark is worse than his bite." Henry said smiling.

"Henry, would you like to go out one of these nights?" Blair asked.

"Henry smiled and said, "Sure, that would be great. Want to check out some of those singles clubs?"

"Yeah, that would be great." Blair said almost bouncing in his step.

Why am I jealous? It's not like I date guys. It's not like he dates guys. It's not like there's anything between us at all. Jim continued staring at both men, glaring the whole time.

Henry said he had to get to his class and left Jim and Blair alone. Blair smiled at Jim and said, "Jim, would you like to have dinner tonight?"

"I don't hang out at single clubs, Sandburg." Jim said, snapping at Blair.

Blair backed up a bit and said, "Jim, if you don't want to go, just say no. It's no biggy. I just figured we could get to know each other better."

"I'm sorry, Blair. I'm a grouch sometimes. I'd like to have dinner with you. I don't know what's wrong with me."

"Jim, are you extra touchy feely?"

"Blair, what the hell are you talking about?" As he hollered at Blair, he was backing further and further away from him. Blair walked closer to him and said, "It's part of the package, Jim. You feel things more than anyone else."

Getting himself under control again, he said, "So where do you want to go to dinner tonight?"

"I love Italian, how about you? We can go wherever you want. I just love food."

"Italian, it'll be. I'll pick you up, if that's okay."

"Here's my address Jim, and I'll see you at about 7:00?"

"Sounds good to me." Jim said smiling for the first time that day.

"Oh Jim, why aren't you working?"

Jim's smile wiped off of his face quickly. "I got put on medical leave until they can figure out why I'm having problems."

"Don't worry about it, Jim, we'll get it all worked out. I'll see you tonight. Bye."

Part 2

A very nervous Jim drove over to Blair's apartment to pick him up for dinner. I don't think this is like a major date or anything. We are just two men talking about senses. I don't think he sees me like that. Yeah, right, Ellison. Face it, you're freaking out.

Jim never saw himself as a person that was a homophobe, but maybe he was. Suddenly he wasn't hungry any longer. In fact, he felt like he would puke if he tried to eat anything. He pulled over to the side of the road and put his head down on the steering wheel. Why was he so frightened? Was it the man/man thing? Was it the fact that he was afraid of the man/man relationship? What would his family think? And Jesus what would Simon and Megan say about this? God, I've made a really horrible mistake.

Jim pulled back into traffic and went to the nearest quick mart and called Blair. Finally after about four rings, the answering machine picked up. Jim didn't know if he wanted to leave a message about not showing up for dinner. What if Blair was waiting outside for him? Fuck...

Jim got back into the truck and drove as slow as he could to the address that Blair gave him. If he played his cards right, maybe something will happen, like a terrible car accident. Ellison, you're such a wuss. Get a grip.

When he finally drove up in front of Blair's apartment building, Blair was sitting on the steps looking lost. Jim just watched him for a while and wondered why he looked so down. Then he saw Jim in the truck and his smile was like a Christmas tree lighting up. Jim realized suddenly that he was in major trouble. Blair really liked him and Jim didn't know what to do about it.

Jim got out of the truck and Blair looked up at Jim, smiling shyly. "I thought you weren't coming, Jim. The phone rang about an hour ago, but I didn't want to be let down over the phone. So I didn't pick it up. Was traffic bad? Is that why you're late?"

"Slow down there, Chief. That was me that called you on the phone. I feel like this is going too fast for me. I was scared but I decided I couldn't just leave you sitting here in case you were actually waiting for me."

"Why did you just call me Chief? And what's the big deal? It's better if you dump me in person?"

"Sometimes I call someone that, if they're a friend. I consider you a friend, Chief. I just want this to go really slow. Could we do that? And I wasn't going to dump you."

"So dinner is still on? Oh Jim, you won't be sorry. Things will get easier. You wait and see." Blair practically jumped into Jim's truck and put his seat belt on. Jim got in and put his on and started the motor. The drive to the restaurant was quiet.

Once they arrived at the restaurant, they were seated right away. They'd made it just in time. Sitting down, they both looked at the menu and Blair finally broke the silence. "Jim, do you think that I only wanted to have dinner with you because I like you? Because if this is the case, that's not it. I've never dated a guy before, but I wanted to help you with your senses. I think it would be easier if we were friends. We don't have to be anything other than friends."

Jim stared at him as if he had grown two heads. "Chief, do you always talk this much or this fast?"

"Yeah, I do. Sorry."

"No need to apologize. First of all, I've never dated guys before either. So I think I'm a little scared of this whole new idea. You'll have to be patient with me."

"Jim, I'm a very patient man. I'm a teacher. You can't teach Anthropology if you aren't a patient person."

"Chief, what do you think you can do for the senses?"

"Well, we're going to need to do a lot of work on that. First we have to figure out how to control your senses inside of yourself. I'll have you picture in your mind, a dial of some sort that you can mentally turn up or down when needed. That'll be the first thing. Then I'm going to teach you to relax and meditate."

"And you think that'll help my senses? I don't understand how that would help at all." Jim was getting frustrated being out of his element. As they were sitting there discussing this, Jim's ex-wife walked over to the table. Oh for Christ's sake, could anything go right tonight? Hell no, Ellison, this is your life.

"Hi, Jimmy," Carolyn said with a sweetness that didn't quite make it to her eyes.

"Hello, Carolyn," Jim answered, "This is a friend of mine, Blair Sandburg. He's also my teacher at the University."

"Well if nothing else, Jimmy," Carolyn said, "it looks really cozy. You two make a very cute couple. I never pictured you as a man that would date his teacher."

Jim just sat there with his mouth hanging open and finally Blair said, "Carolyn, I'm his teacher and he's having problems in the class. I often tutor my students and it's not like he's under 18."

If looks could kill Blair would be dead and buried from the icy look coming from Carolyn.

"Jimmy," Carolyn asked, "Does your dad know about you dating a guy? He's not going to be happy. I might have to call him and let him down easy."

Jim didn't say a word to either Carolyn or Blair but got up from the table and walked out of the restaurant. Blair just sat there in shock. He had no idea what Jim was doing, but Jim didn't go to his truck. Blair turned to Carolyn and said, "You're truly a bitch and now I understand why he's not with you anymore." As Blair started walking away, she said to him, "You think you might have a good thing, but let me warn you, he's cold as ice."

Furious, Blair turned and said, "Well, I can totally understand how he would be with you, you fucking bitch. I can't believe he ever married you."

"Better than his dad hearing about Jimmy dating fags."

Blair walked out of the restaurant. He could see Jim walking down the street with his shoulders drooping. His body screamed of sadness and loneliness. Blair wanted to take him in his arms right then but he knew he didn't have a chance now.

Once he caught up to him, he said, "Jim, I'm really sorry."

"She's not always such a bitch. I drove her to that point. She wanted a loving husband and I couldn't be that."

"Doesn't excuse the way she just treated you, Jim. No way would it excuse that."

Jim stopped and leaned against the wall of a building in an alleyway. As he stood there he watched Blair looking at him and saw no pity, only tenderness coming from his friend.

"Chief, I'm getting out of your class tomorrow, okay?"

"Good idea, Jim. Can't have you dating the teacher." Blair smiled as he leaned into Jim and pulled on his neck until Jim came down and met him halfway for a kiss. It was a soft tender kiss. Both men were totally surprised.

They both walked back to the restaurant and the waiter led them to their table. He had hoped they would come back. Jim relaxed a great deal as they sat and had dinner. Blair went on to tell him all about the zone outs and how dangerous they were. He needed a guide, per say, to be his back up. Until he could control those senses, he had better not do things without one. Jim sat and listened to everything Blair said, and smiled because he realized it wasn't that bad being in love with a man. Shit, Ellison, you're falling way too fast and way too hard. What do you mean, you're in love with him? You don't even know him.

As they were finishing up dinner, Henry Brown walked in to the restaurant. At that same moment, a friend of Blair's walked in. Blair said, "Hang on, Jim, I see a friend of ours and a friend of mine. Can I ask them over?"

"Sure, Chief, they can join us. You don't have to ask." Jim aimed a warm smile at Blair as he left the table and met with Henry and Sarah and asked them over.

First, Blair introduced Sarah, his teaching assistant to Henry, then to Jim. And then Jim made the intro for Henry. They joined them, even though Blair and Jim were almost done with their dinner. They all sat and talked, had a great dinner and drinks. Once they were done, Jim picked up the tab and they walked to the parking lot. Jim had stopped halfway with his wine, so that he could be the sensible driver. He asked Henry and Sarah to come with them so he could drop them home.

As they all got into the four-door truck, Jim asked Sarah, "So are you going to tell me where to drop you off, or do I just drop you off at the university?" She smiled at him when she answered, "I'll just go to Henry's place. He's asked me to come for coffee."

Jim smiled into the rearview mirror and caught Henry's eyes. Henry looked happier than he had in years. When they got out, Jim said, "Henry, call me tomorrow and I'll pick you up to go and pick up your truck."

"Thanks, Jim." Henry said hurriedly as he rushed to keep up with Sarah.

"So tell me, Blair, is it something we all ate for dinner?"

"What are you talking about, Jim?"

"I'd like to stay the night with you, too." Blair looked over at Jim and saw how nervous Jim was.

"Jim, I don't think we should rush into this. We should go real slowly. We have to be sure this is what you want. No mistakes."

Pulling up in front of Blair's apartment, Jim undid his seat belt and moved over to Blair and started kissing Blair until the younger man was moaning with need. "Okay, Jim, you win. Would you like to come up?"

"Yeah, Chief, I would. Thanks." Jim undid Blair's seat belt and they both got out Blair's side of the truck. Walking upstairs to his apartment, Jim kept leaning down and kissing Blair on the lips, neck and anywhere else he could get to. Blair was about ready to jump him right there in the hallway.

Blair opened up his door and they moved inside. Blair could see Jim getting a little nervous now, that they were inside. Outside the apartment they were safe because he couldn't have gone any further. But now he was inside and he'd have to do something.

"Jim, I think maybe we should just lie together and hold on to each other tonight. What do you think of that idea?"

"Chief, I'm okay. I'm a little nervous, but I'll be fine. I really want to be with you."

Blair didn't say anything else, instead he took Jim's hand and led him to the bedroom. Thank god, I changed the sheets this morning, Blair thought. These are going to be my favorite sheets.

Blair started undressing Jim and could feel Jim shaking. Knowing that Jim was scared, he did what he thought would help him. Blair stepped away from him and started taking his own clothes off. Jim stood and observed Blair. Watching Blair strip was indeed a pleasure that everyone should know. But Jim wouldn't like to ever share that pleasure with anyone. As Jim continued to watch, he felt himself getting hard as a rock.

Then taking his cue from Blair, he started taking his things off and before long they both stood in the room naked, their cocks hard and standing out proudly. Jim couldn't help but notice that Blair's cock was the nicest one he'd ever seen. What was even funnier was the fact that Blair was thinking the very same thing, at that very same moment.

Jim started walking over to Blair and took him into his arms. They both lay back on the bed and began kissing with a passion that Jim had never felt in his life. Blair got on top of Jim and pushed their cocks together and each time they rubbed, they would both moan into each other's mouths. "Jim, I'm going to come pretty soon if we don't stop." Jim smiled as he said, "Come for me now, Blair." Jim saying his name with excitement in his voice was Blair's undoing. He screamed out, "Jim." Jim pushed Blair harder onto his cock and came with a wild shout of his own. "Can I spend the night?" Blair smiled and said, "Yeah, I think that would be great."

They cleaned each other off and then before they knew it they both fell asleep in each other's arms. Jim dreamed of his father calling to ask him why he was sleeping with a fag. Another dream was of Carolyn saying she was still in love with him and she wanted to get back together. And finally the last dream was his friends telling him that they never wanted him to come back to work. He woke up sweating with Blair looking at him with concern.

Jim got out of bed, wordlessly and went into the shower and washed the smell off of him. What the fuck were you thinking, Jim, huh?

Just then the shower curtain was pulled back and Blair stepped in and put his arms around Jim and said, "Don't pull away from me, Jim. Please, don't leave me."

Jim pulled him closer when he heard those words and realized the dreams were just that. Dreams. If folks didn't like what he did with his life, tough shit. He was in love with this man. He knew that much. Jim was damn glad that he had found Blair Sandburg.

After their shower, they both got dressed and sat down at the kitchen table to discuss the shrink that Jim had to see today. Blair said, "Why don't I go with you? He can't discuss this stuff with anyone. So he can hear the truth, what do you think?"

"Yeah, that might work. Would you mind? I know you have classes to teach."

"I'll get someone to cover them for me. We'll get this taken care of and then we need to talk to your boss and your co-workers. It's important that if I'm not along with you that everyone knows what to do if you zone."

Jim leaned over the table and kissed Blair and said, "Lets get started then. Call your assistant and ask her to cover for you." As Blair walked by Jim patted his ass. Jim had never even done that to a woman, but there was something about Blair and his ass was mighty fine. He knew he was in deep already. Nice thought Ellison. You want to be deep into his ass.

After Blair made his phone calls, Jim called Simon to set up an appointment for them for that afternoon. They'd tell Simon and Megan all about this and hopefully Henry and Brian would be there too. Then they could tell everyone at the same time. Simon set up the appointment for 3:00 that afternoon. Jim could tell Simon was dying to know what was going on.

On their way to the shrink's office, Jim was doing a lot of soul searching. He knew he was going to have a lot of things to handle. He knew his dad wouldn't be pleased at all. But that was too bad. He knew that his brother would be okay with it. Jim was a little nervous about how his friends would see him now. Things might change and Jim didn't like changes. But it was morning, sunshine was coming through the windshield and he realized, he was finding love at first light. Now you're getting sappy.

Blair looked over at Jim and watched him as he drove. He knew that Jim was trying to think some things through. Blair put his hand into Jim's hand that was next to his hip. And Jim took it into his, gratefully. This man could calm Jim without a word. Is this real love? Jim wondered.

Part 3

Jim and Blair walked into the Psychologist's office and told the receptionist who they were. And what they were there for. They went and sat down in the waiting room and tried to patiently wait to be called. The receptionist brought over all the paper work for Jim to fill out. That helped kill some of the time. Jim hated paperwork, but Blair helping him made him seriously think that it wasn't that bad.

A nice looking gentleman came out of his office and called Jim's name. Standing up, both Jim and Blair went into Dr. Morrison's office and waited for him to introduce himself. "Hello," he said, "My name is Dr. Tyler Morrison. I like my patients to call me Tyler."

"It's good to meet you, Tyler," Jim said, "I'm Jim Ellison and this is my friend Blair Sandburg."

Blair stepped forward to shake the man's hand. Once the formalities were out of the way, Dr. Morrison asked them both to sit down. "Okay, where do you think we should start this, Jim?"

"Dr. Morrison, I want to tell you a little about Jim and his senses. I've learned a great deal about him in the last couple of days. My studies took place in the classroom and South America."

"Excuse me, Mr. Sandburg, what are you talking about?"

"Tyler," Jim said, "I have problems with my senses, but no tests showed anything being wrong. They all thought I was nuts. But Blair has an answer. One that not only makes sense, but it'll work for me so that I can continue doing my job."

"Well, I have to hear this," Dr. Morrison said, "Mr. Sandburg, sit down and tell me all about this."

So Blair proceeded to tell him everything that would pertain to him helping Jim get back on duty. Then he had Jim do some simple tests and the Doctor was easily talked into believing with the results that Blair was showing him.

"Jim, I think I can go ahead and release you as of tomorrow." Dr. Morrison said, "I'll tell them that we'll continue to see each other monthly, but the problems seem to have disappeared."

"Thank you so much, Doctor." Jim said letting out a breath, not even noticing that he had been holding it this whole time. Things might look up.

"Jim, set up an appointment for three weeks." Tyler said, "then we'll find out if you need to see me as often or not."

Jim waited while the doctor wrote the letter for Jim's release. The whole time he was waiting, he and Blair were both pacing. They couldn't wait to get out of there.

Once the release was in his hands, he asked for copies to be made and he and Blair walked to the truck.

"We have time for a nice lunch before we meet with Simon, want to try that new Thai place?"

"Jim, do you want to talk about any of this? You didn't seem too open with that doctor and I felt like you could have covered a few things while you were in his office."

"Blair, not everyone wants to open up and talk about things."

Shrugging, Blair said, "Sure, Thai sounds fine." Jim could not help but notice that Blair wasn't smiling anymore. Ellison, this is a new world record. One day before you piss your lover off.

"Blair, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound so mean. I'm just not good at opening up to anyone."

"No problem." But again, Jim could tell there was a problem. Blair didn't do as he said. He talked a good game, but didn't follow up with any talk about what exactly bothered him.

Jim didn't start the truck up, and just stared out the window. Blair finally looked over at him and said, "Jim, what the hell are you doing?"

"I'm waiting for you to talk to me about what's bothering you. You want me to talk about myself, but you don't talk about yourself either."

"You're right, Jim. I hate when someone else is right. Okay, here is the deal. For some reason, I'm wild about you. I feel like we've known each other for years and yet I can't tell you that I think I'm in love with you."

Jim stared at Blair this whole time listening and when he heard the "I think I love you," part Jim moved over and pulled Blair into his arms and kissed him soundly. Blair finally gave in and kissed him back with just as much passion as he was getting.

"And you know what else, Jim? I don't like the idea of you being without some backup during firefights. So, I want to ask your boss for a ride along status. It might be considered if he knows what's going on."

"Let's go to lunch, Chief and then we'll worry about Simon. How does that sound?"

"Sounds good to me." Blair moved over a bit and put his seat belt on and noticed that Jim hadn't put his on. At the stop light, He undid his and reached over and did Jim's up and then kissed him and put his back on again.

"Damn, but I'm a sucker for romance, Chief." Next thing I know, I'll be singing that song, "I went and fell in love, and stepped in a pile of you."

Blair began laughing and went into the hardest laugh he'd ever done in his life. "Jim, man, where the hell did you hear that song?"

"I don't know the name of it, but I saw it in a movie called 'Waltz Across Texas' and it makes me think about you."

"A pile of you, makes you think of me?" The laughter was beginning again and Blair wasn't fighting it one bit. Jim gave him a look of having his feelings hurt and Blair laughed even harder. Thank god, I found a romantic man, Blair thought to himself still smiling. He's so fucking gorgeous; I can't wait to have him in the bed again.

They got to the new restaurant and got right in and found themselves in a booth. Very cozy, Blair thought. Before they ordered, Jim found time to kiss Blair a few times, not caring who saw them. Jim wasn't paying attention to what was going on and the next thing he knew there was someone at the table clearing his throat. Jim pulled away from Blair smiling and then his smile left his face quickly. There standing at Jim and Blair's table was no other than William Ellison. Jim just sat there not knowing what to say.

Blair stuck his hand out and said, "I'm Blair Sandburg and you are?"

Ignoring Blair's hand, still glaring at Jim, William said, "I'm William Ellison, Jimmy's dad."

"Oh man," Blair said sadly, wanting to crawl under the table. It didn't help that Jim was still sitting there without saying one word.

"Jimmy, could you please follow me, I want to talk to you."

"Dad, I'm having lunch here, if you want to talk to me, do it here."

"Jimmy, I don't think you want your 'friend' to hear what I have to say. Follow me outside and we'll discuss this."

Jim started to slide out of the booth, and Blair stopped him. "No, Jim, if he has something to say about me, let me hear it. You'll tell me anyhow. You're not a child. You don't have to listen to him."

William glared at Blair as he said, "Listen here, you little fag, you stay away from my son. He was never into men before. Must be something you did to him."

"Dad, stop it right now. It's nothing Blair did. He's a great guy. You don't even know him. Why not at least give it a chance? Have dinner or lunch with us and let us all talk."

"Jimmy, do you suppose that having lunch or dinner with the two of you make me think this is any less sick? I don't think so. You'll choose right now if you want to be part of the Ellison family or not."

"Right this moment, you want me to decide if I want to give up Blair for you and Steven. Fine, Fuck you, Dad. Nice knowing you."

William glared at Jim and turned fast on his heels and stormed out of the restaurant. Jim's eyes followed him out the door, trying not to show too much on his face. But Blair saw plenty. He saw the pain, the heartbreak and the misery of knowing he just gave up his family for someone he just met.

Jim glanced over at Blair and saw the pain in his eyes and said, "Okay, Chief, stop right now."

"Jim, I don't know what you mean."

"Cut the bullshit, Blair. I can see how bad you feel. This is no big thing. My dad has been looking for a reason to unload me from the family anyway. This just made it easier for him."

"Speaking of bullshit, Jim, I see your face, you don't. He just broke your heart."

Jim leaned into Blair's arms and said, "Yeah, he did. I was hoping, but I knew in the back of my mind what he would do."

"I'm sorry, Jim. I really am."

"Let's finish lunch and get to that meeting with Simon. I need to work. Keep my mind off things. Is that okay with you?"

"Sounds good, in fact, why not box it up to go. And then we can get out of here."

Jim kissed him softly and said, "Thanks for understanding my needs without me having to tell you."

The drive to Simon's office was pretty quiet and uneventful. Blair tried to give Jim some space and down time to think. When they drove up, Jim said, "Blair I don't know if I want to tell them yet. What if they disown me too?"

"Jim, that's fine, I didn't expect you to change your life in one day. That comes later."

Jim kissed him again and said, "Thanks."

When they walked into Simon's office, Henry Brown, Brian Rafe and Joel Taggart were all sitting there waiting for Jim to get there for this big meeting. Jim hugged them all when he walked in the door. Blair found himself feeling a little left out. Jim hadn't even introduced him to any of his friends. Brian looked over at Blair and stuck his hand out and said, "Brian Rafe, and you are?"

Putting his hand out to shake with Brian, Blair said, "Blair Sandburg, Professor Blair Sandburg."

Jim looked around and realized what he had done. "Man, I'm sorry, Chief."

"Everyone, this is Blair Sandburg, a professor at the university. He was my teacher but I've decided on another subject to study. He has some things to talk to all of us about today."

Taggart shook hands with Blair as he introduced himself. They all seem really nice, Blair thought. We'll see when they figure out what's going on.

Brown walked over and shook his hand saying, " Nice to see you again."

Simon opened up his office door and said, "Does everyone want to come in now?"

Blair looked up at Jim and said, "What would he say if we all said no and left?"

Henry smacked Blair's back and said, "Good one, teach."

Smiling Jim walked into Simon's office knowing that things would be just fine. Megan was waiting in Simon's office and she looked really nervous. Once Jim introduced Blair to Simon and Megan, Blair stood up to talk to everyone. He had a book about Sentinels and he had a lot of data that he had studied for years. He went into his teacher mode and Jim noticed that everyone was paying attention. Blair was a great teacher. Jim also was thinking about how crazy about him he was and how fast this was happening.

For the next four hours, Blair told them all anything and everything he could think of and then asked if there were any questions. They all had questions, so one at a time, he let them ask and answered them to the best of his ability. It made for a long damn day. Blair was exhausted when he was done.

Jim stood to give Simon the paper from the doctor releasing him for duty. Everyone stood up and congratulated Jim on his news. But Simon asked Jim how he planned on doing this. If he needed someone behind him watching his back, he needed to figure out something or he wouldn't be able to go out on a call.

This is when Blair hit Simon up for the ride along status. Simon actually liked this idea. He wouldn't worry about Jim so much that way. "When you're not here, one of us will work with him," Simon said, "so that he'll never be alone. At least until he has this under control."

"Thank you so much, Simon." Jim said softly but earnestly.

A fire alarm broke out and they all flew into action. Jim said, "Blair, are you going to come with me? Or would you rather wait here?"

"I'll go with you, Jim. I'll watch your back, don't you worry."

As they drove up the mountain side, Jim wondered what idiot started this fire this time and if they were too late to stop a lot of the damage. The smoke was all encompassing to Jim and everyone else. Jim started coughing and gagging more than a person usually would.

"Jim, we need to turn those dials down. Remember the ones we talked about? Now find those in your mind and turn them down. This'll help you cope with being in the impenetrable smoke."

Jim followed everything that Blair said to do and found out that he could handle the smoke much better this time. This might just work, Ellison.

They fought side-by-side getting the small fire under control so that they wouldn't have to bring in all the water choppers. Henry flew one, but preferred to be on the ground helping with his friends.

After the first was under control, Jim relaxed by the fire truck and told Blair what a good job he did. They both needed to get a shower, but that would have to wait. Jim was on duty and would be for the next three days.

He turned to Blair and said, "I won't be off for three days. I'm really sorry."

Smiling Blair answered, "No problem, man. Just think what fun we'll have once you get to my place."

Jim knew this was going to work. They'd figure things out as they came up. No need to start worrying now.

Blair talked to Simon about not leaving Jim alone for the next three days so he could get things set up at the University.

Part 4

For the next three days Jim was on duty. He hated being apart from Blair. Every time he had a chance he called him on the phone. Megan came through once and smiled at Jim as he was on the phone with Blair. Jim said, "I think they're starting to figure out that I'm talking to you and why. I don't think I'll have to tell anyone."

"And how are they taking it, tough guy?" Blair asked laughing softly, letting Jim know he meant it in the kindest way. "Jim, when are you going to be here again? I need you bad."

"I'll be off tomorrow at noon. So as soon as I sign out, I'll be over. Are you going to be at the university? Or will you be home?"

"I'll be home. I'm taking the day off. In fact, how about I make up a really nice dinner?"

"Jesus, what you do to me. I hope you know that I can't sleep after I talk to you until I make a run into the bathroom."

Laughing again, Blair said, "Well, I'm not going to complain about that, man."

"I better go, Chief. I'll see you tomorrow. I can't wait."

"Jim, do you believe in love at first sight? Or do you think that's just plain stupid?"

"Not stupid at all, Chief. In fact, I believe now."

"Good, I'll see you tomorrow, Jim. Night."

As Jim hung up, he felt lost. God, he hated being separated from him. Megan came walking through and sat next to Jim and touched his leg. Jim looked over at her and she smiled as she said, "So, tell me about this new man in your life? I'm dying to hear all about him. When can we have you two over for dinner? Are you going to tell Simon or do I have to?"

"Slow down, Megan. Gees, I should have known you'd know what was going on. You always do. I'll tell you this much. I'm falling for him and falling fast and hard. I'm crazy about him. He's smart, gorgeous and the best thing I've ever had in my life. Yes, I'll talk to Simon tonight, okay? Don't worry about it. And you can have us for dinner as soon as Simon tells me that he's okay with this. I'm not certain how he'll take it."

"Jim, I can't believe that you don't know Simon well enough to know that he'll accept whatever you tell him and continue loving you. You're his best friend. The only problem I see is that he'll feel awkward at first, beings he's used to having you all to himself. Simon is not a man that enjoys sharing, Jim. You know that. So have a little patience with him, okay?"

"Okay, I'll talk with him tonight and I'll get back with you and tell you how it's going."

"Night, Jim, I'll talk to you in the morning, unless there's an emergency."

"Night, Megan. Sleep well."

As she walked out, Simon walked into the room, he stopped long enough to kiss his wife goodnight and then came over and sat with Jim. "So, Jim, what was that all about?"

"I have some things to tell you, Simon, and I need to talk to you tonight. Megan wanted to hear some of it before you. You know how she likes to have that upper hand."

"Tell me about it. You have no idea how hard it is being married to someone that already knows it all."

Both men laughed for a few moments, almost dreading the talk. Simon knew that Jim had something serious to tell him and didn't want to push him. Jim, at the same time, knew that Simon and his relationship would change forever from this day on.

"Simon, I wanted to tell you that Blair Sandburg is not only my guide and friend, but he's also my new lover."

"And?"

"No, that's it, Simon."

"Well, damn it, Ellison, I thought you had something terrible to tell me. I didn't even want to hear it, really. I already knew that."

"How could you have known that, Simon? I didn't know until the last few days?"

"Jim, anyone watching you knows you're in love. We were all talking about it on the way down the mountain today. And we all agree that the kid seems to be good for you."

"I can't believe that everyone is okay with this. I really dreaded telling you, especially after the run in with my dad."

"Hell, what happened with your dad, Jim?"

"He disowned me in the middle of a restaurant. He was so pissed off it wasn't funny. And I'm still a little angry at him for what he said to me and to Blair."

"Try not to dwell on it, Jim. It doesn't help things to just think about the bad things. Believe me, I know."

"Thanks, Simon, for being here for me."

"Well, I'm going to bed, you should too. Goodnight, Jim."

"Night, Simon. Tell Megan to plan a night next week for dinner, she was asking about that."

"See you in the morning, Jim."

Jim went into the bathroom and got ready for bed. As he crawled into his bunk, Brown said, "So how is Blair doing tonight?"

Smiling widely, Jim answered, "He's great, H, thanks for asking. Night."

"Night, Jim." H said quietly as he turned over and started falling asleep.

Jim looked at his alarm clock next to the bed and wondered why he was waking up at two in the morning. Then he realized that he could smell smoke. Why hadn't the alarms gone off? Where was everyone and why weren't they up at the top. Jim jumped up and yelled to everyone, "Smoke, there's smoke up on the mountain. Get hopping."

Everyone got out of bed and Brown pulled the alarm and said, "Jim, how do you know?"

"I can smell it, H. Can't you?" Jim asked.

They all looked at him like he had lost it, but they all got on the trucks and started for the mountain. Before long, everyone could see a fire starting. Not a bad one, but one that would be bad if Jim hadn't given them an added hour or two to get it under control.

Simon said, "Jim, I don't know how you have them, but thank god for those sentinel senses."

Brian said, "I totally agree, this fire is going to be so much easier to fight than a huge one two hours from now."

Everyone went to work and once the other folks from the fire departments got there, no one said a word about the sentinel senses. They had all agreed that it wouldn't work to have everyone know. Jim would become a person that would be watched all the time. Almost like a lab rat.

Once the fire was under control, they all started to go to the trucks and Simon said, "Jim I'd like to talk to you."

He got in the truck with Megan and Simon and said, "So what's up, Simon?"

"Jim, Megan and I both think that perhaps it wouldn't be a bad idea to tell the city about you and have them build you a place up in the mountains. You'd have control of a fire alarm system. You'd be first on the scene. But always ahead of time, what do you think?"

"Simon, they would all know about me then."

"Jim, I think that Simon's idea is a good one, but maybe we could do it with only telling one person. The mayor. Would you consider it then?"

"Simon, don't you think it will seem weird to everyone else that the city would build me a house?"

"That's just it, Jim. We don't tell them they're paying for it. For all they know, it's yours."

"And Blair could come and stay with you, all the time." Megan added with a smile.

"Now that idea I like a lot."

"Megan, don't encourage him. He needs to make up his mind on his own, don't give him any ideas."

The rest of the ride down, they decided that they'd meet with the Mayor in the next few days and see what they could do. Once they got to the station, Simon said, "Jim, I know it's shitty, but do you think you could stay on for the next four days? Denning called in sick again."

"Simon, why would you want me to? Just because Denning is missing doesn't mean I have to be here. Right?"

"Because this is the dry season and we have a fire bug out there that is trying to ruin our lives and everyone that lives up there and around here."

"Fine, I'll stay on. But can Blair come for dinner or something. Shit, I'd like to see him."

"Not only can he come, but you can borrow our room, right, Megan?"

Megan just stood there with her mouth hanging open and said, "I can't believe he just said that."

They all laughed on their way into the station. Jim called first thing and left a message on Blair's answering machine and asked him to come up to the station.

They all sat down at the breakfast table and decided to talk to Jim. Brown started by saying, "Jim, I have to say this sentinel thing is going to work out great for our line of work."

Rafe said, "I totally agree with Brown. Joel and I were talking on the way down the mountain and we realized how lucky we all are. This is a blessing, Jim."

Jim smiled as he looked at all his friends and said, "Well, it helps that you all know about it. Let me tell you, I thought I was nuts."

Joel said, "Oh you are nuts, but the sentinel senses can't hurt."

They all laughed as they enjoyed a nice breakfast. Everyone chipped in cooking or cleaning. They were like a big family.

The phone rang and Joel answered it and called out, "Ellison, your brother is on the line."

Jim walked slowly to the phone, picking it up he acted like it was a snake. "Ellison."

"Jimmy, dad called me this morning with some crazy talk and I needed to talk to you before I told him off."

"Steven, he isn't crazy, I do have a new lover, he is a male and dad did ask me to choose and I chose Blair."

"Yeah, that's what he told me and I couldn't believe it. What's going on, Jimmy? First of all I could care less who you date. We've just become good friends; I'm not blowing that for anything. Okay?"

"Thanks, Stevie. I'm glad to hear that. At least someone in the family still wants me in there."

"When are you off, Jimmy? I'd like to meet this Blair."

"Well, you can come up to the station tonight for dinner, he'll be here. I'm working another four days some things have come up and I can't take off."

"What's going on, Jimmy?"

So Jim proceeded to tell Steven all about the sentinel senses. He made sure to tell him that it was important that no one else knew. Finally finished, Jim said, "So what do you think, Stevie?"

"I think it's great that we finally know what caused you to do this. Now you won't think you're nuts."

"So are you going to come for dinner tonight?"

"Count on it, Jimmy. See you at around 6:00. Okay?"

"Have a good day, see you then." Jim hung the phone up and smiled and turned around and saw everyone watching him and he realized that he hadn't tried to hide it at all. And they were all smiling. He went back over and sat down and the questions began.

The phone rang and Joel answered it again and said, "Jim, it's for you again. This keeps up and I'll charge you for the answering service."

"Ellison."

"Jim, what's going on? Who the hell else is calling you?"

"Blair, he's talking about my brother, Steven. Not to worry. Did you get my message?"

"Yeah, I'll be there around 5:00 is that all right?"

"That is perfect. I miss you. If you want to bring some camping stuff we can camp outside. I might be on duty, but they can't tell me where to sleep."

"All right, I'll bring my two man tent and sleeping bags. Sound good?"

"Sounds perfect. We'll see you in a few hours then. Bye."

"Bye, Jim. Be safe."

"You too, Blair, bye."

Again he turned around and found everyone watching him and smiling. "Man, I have to get a cell phone."

They all started laughing their heads off as they walked into the living room and started making up the charts for the next month for the sleep and work schedule.

Brown called Sarah and asked if she wanted to come to the station for dinner. When she said yes, Brown was walking on air. Smiling at everyone he came in contact with.

"Brown, what's going on?" Jim asked, "You act like you have a secret."

"Sarah is coming for dinner. I just told Megan and she said I need to run to the store for more supplies. But she was happy about it. I think that Megan gets lonely out here, what do you think?"

"She's bound to miss having a woman to talk to. Men aren't that big on talking. Well, most of us aren't anyhow."

"Well, I gotta go and get the supplies. Talk to you after a bit."

Joel walked up to Jim and said, "You think Blair knows any other women at the university he could introduce friends to?"

Jim smiled as he said, "Ask him when he gets here, Joel. The worst he can do is say no."

"True, Rafe and I are hoping that he can find someone for us."

As Joel walked out of the room, Jim picked up the phone to call the university. He had to figure out what classes to take. He knew that he'd have to put them off for a while. Until they got all this figured out, he wanted to not have to worry about it.

The woman that answered the phone was very helpful. She told Jim that she'd send the brochures for him too look over once he decided the dates to start. Jim found himself looking forward to having something else to do. He went to the bedroom and got his book. He was right in the middle of a good mystery. He loved them. Didn't matter who wrote them, but he really loved a well written one. And there weren't that many writers out there that were better than James Patterson. So Jim sat down on the sofa and started to read. The next time he looked up it was almost 5:00. Hot damn, it's almost time to see my main man. You're such a sap, Ellison.

The phone rang and Jim picked it up, saying, "Ellison."

"Jimmy, I need to talk to you." William Ellison said.

"Dad, I think that we talked about as much as we're going to. You made your stand perfectly clear."

"Jimmy, you can't be serious. You've never been with men before, I could tell. I know that this is just something you feel you have to try out."

"Dad, don't you think it's a little late for me to want to try being a homosexual?"

"Jimmy, are you saying you've been one all along?"

"Put it this way, Dad, I've always looked, I never acted, but Carolyn wasn't doing a thing for me. I tried, I really did. But I prefer the look of men. Especially certain men."

"Jimmy, I'm going to make an appointment with a doctor friend of mine. I want you to see him. He's very good, especially dealing with sexual problems. He'll get you all turned around and you can drop the little fag."

"Dad, we're done talking. Don't call me again." As Jim hung up the phone he was saddened to think that this is the man that brought him up. No wonder Jim never knew exactly how to feel about anyone or anything. His dad always made him feel uncertain.

He was just standing and looking out the back door when a pair of arms slid around him and Jim smiled and took in the scent of Blair. He loved his smell. He turned around and hugged him really hard.

"Jim, what's wrong? Did something happen?"

"No, I just missed you is all. I'm crazy about you, do you know that?"

"Yeah, I do know. But I don't mind hearing it, believe me."

Jim leaned down and kissed him and Blair pulled away and said, "Jim, we're at work, well, at least your work."

"Chief, what would you say to moving to the mountains here. I'd buy you a 4x4 truck to get up and down the hills easily."

"What are you talking about, man?" Blair asked with a look of total confusion on his face. Which made him look all the more adorable to Jim.

Smiling at him, Jim went on to tell Blair all about Simon's idea about the Mayor and him living closer to the fires. He filled him in on everything and then said, "So what do you think?"

"I think it's a great idea. That way you would be looking out for your tribe, what you are destined to do. And yes, I'd love to move in with you."

"It'll be a few months to get it built, but you and I can chose the floor plans. I thought it would be fun to design it. What do you think?"

"Sounds great, Jim. Now I think I should go and ask Megan if there's something I can do to help."

"Okay, I'll help too. I love cooking, you know?"

"I'm learning something new about you every day. I'm crazy about you too."

As they walked into the kitchen, Jim was tempted to tell Blair about his dad calling, but decided not to tell him. His brother would be there in the next few minutes and he was nervous enough about that. He didn't need any help with anything else.

When the doorbell rang, Jim went to answer it. Seeing Steven he pulled him into a bear hug and said, "It's good to see you, Stevie."

"Same here, Jimmy. I'm so glad that you asked me up here. Thanks."

"Come on in, Blair is in the kitchen I want you to meet him, plus you need to meet everyone else too."

"Lead the way, big brother."

As they walked into the kitchen, Megan and Blair both looked up smiling. Jim said, "Steven, this is Simon's wife, Megan. And this is Blair Sandburg."

Conner leaned over to Blair and said, "Well, at least you got a last name."

"Sorry, Mrs. Banks." Jim said laughing.

Steven shook hand with both of them and said, "It's very nice to meet both of you. Is there anything I can do to help?"

Smiling, Megan said, "Yes, there is. We have tons to get ready, so get this apron on and I'll put you to work."

Jim walked outside to check on Simon. He hadn't seen him in awhile and wondered where he was. He saw Simon sitting down on the step of the fire truck.

"What's up, Simon, you look like you lost your best friend."

"Well, I'm just concerned about Megan. She's been sick for a while now and keeps putting the doctor visit off. She's afraid that something will be wrong."

Jim said, "Well, what's wrong?"

"She's just really tired. She can't get enough rest. She goes to bed exhausted and wakes up exhausted. I'm just worried. You know that's my middle name when it comes to her."

"Yeah, I know. And I think it's great. Lets get her to slow down."

"You see if you can talk to her tonight, okay?"

At that very second, they were summoned to dinner. They both walked into the house and could smell the wonderful food that was impending.

Part 5

As everyone sat down to dinner, there was talk from all different parts of the table. Jim was having some problems trying to hear what he was supposed to hear and what he wasn't. Being a sentinel was a lot harder than anyone thought. Well, except for Blair. He knew that Jim had to get this under control or he would be a mess. Blair saw the look on Jim's face during dinner and he rubbed Jim's back as he said, "try to focus on just the person you are trying to listen to but don't focus too much or you'll zone out on their voice."

Jim tried it for a while, but could tell that it was going to be slow going. That was all right, though. He liked spending quality time with Blair practicing this sentinel stuff. He'd have a lot of time to practice if the City came through with plans to build a home for Jim and Blair. Jim would love to live up there. He watched Blair as he was animated in the middle of a conversation and realized that Blair probably wouldn't like being alone up there as much as he would. Maybe this is something they should discuss some more. Well, we'll see what he says about it tonight, Jim thought.

At that very moment, Blair was thinking about spending the night with Jim. He had brought all of the necessary supplies for them. Blair wanted Jim to fuck him so badly that he could think of little else these days. Now, hopefully, Jim would see things the same way. Some men were fine until they had to actually do the deed and then they freaked out. Blair just hoped that Jim wouldn't be one of those guys.

"Dinner is wonderful, Megan," Blair said, "how did you get the mashed potatoes so creamy and smooth?"

"It's a family secret," Megan said smiling, "if I told you, I'd have to kill you."

Everyone at the table started laughing. Conner got up and started clearing the table off and Blair and Sarah started helping. Jim got up and did his part also. He didn't want to be the only insensitive one there. Then he looked around and saw the bums sitting around the table not lifting a finger. "Hey, guys, you got broken arms or something?" Jim asked laughing on his way into the kitchen.

Well, they didn't want to be outdone by Jim, so they all got up and started clearing the table and making room for dessert. Megan had made a delicious looking strawberry-rhubarb pie. Everyone was talking about it as they sat back down at the table. Jim carried in the vanilla ice cream to go along with it and knowing that there wasn't going to be a person here that didn't love Megan's baking.

"Megan, this is terrific." Blair said after the first bite.

"Oh Megan, you have to give me the recipe." Sarah pronounced as Henry told her how much he loved it.

"Simon, do you ever get tired of having people fall all over Megan because of her cooking?" Jim asked laughing.

"Nope, never do." Simon said, "I'm so damn proud of her it's not even funny. Everything she does is great.

Jim watched Simon and could tell that something was wrong, and asked, "Simon, could I talk to you for a moment.

"Sure, let's go outside." Simon replied.

As they walked outdoors, Simon lit his cigar that Megan would never let him have in the station or their quarters. Smart woman, Jim thought to himself.

"So what's up, Jim?"

"Well, nothing is up with me, I just felt like there was something up with you and wondered if you wanted to talk to me about it."

"Jim, it's not something I can talk about right now."

"Why not, Simon? We discuss almost everything around here, why not you?"

"Fine, but you have to promise not to tell anyone. The doctor told Megan that she might have some problems, but she's pregnant."

"Congratulations, Simon. That's great news."

"Jim, didn't you hear what I just said? He said there might be some problems. She's having pains and some spotting. So he told us not to get too excited about the whole thing."

"Okay, I'm sorry, Simon. I just can't believe that it won't work out. Do you mind if I tell Blair?"

"Yes, I mind. I just asked you not to tell anyone." Simon growled out at Jim.

"Sorry, sir. I'll just go in and help clean up the dishes now." Jim said as he headed for the back door. Simon grabbed his arm and said, "Jim, I'm sorry. I'm just frightened for both of us. We want a baby and had hoped to have one soon."

"I understand, Simon. I won't tell anyone."

As Jim walked into the house, he heard Blair saying to Megan in the kitchen "Are you pregnant?"

"Why would you think that, Blair?" Megan asked.

"Because you're so pale looking tonight and you've been suffering with nausea all night. I figured you were getting the flu or pregnant." Blair answered.

"Please don't tell anyone, Blair. Simon doesn't want anyone to know."

Blair glanced over to the doorway and said, "Too late, Jim's here. He just heard what you said."

"Jim, please don't say anything." Megan said with tears in her eyes. Jim walked up to her and said, "Things will work out, Megan. The baby will be fine, you just wait and see."

Blair was confused. Why were they talking about the baby being all right? Why wouldn't it be?" He was missing something. "Megan, I know of some wonderful breathing exercises that are good for the babies lungs and you too. I also know of some great recipes that you might want to try."

"That would be great, Blair, thanks." Megan said trying to be chipper.

Steven walked into the kitchen and said, "Blair, could I speak with you for a few moments?" Jim gave him an odd look and he said, "Don't worry, Jimmy, it's not bad."

"Sure, Steven, we'll go for a walk, I need one after the big dinner we had." Blair said walking to the back door.

As they walked down the driveway, and around the bend, Steven said, "I just wanted to tell you a few things about Jimmy that you might not be aware of. He seems really tough, but he's not. He's actually very tender hearted, you can easily hurt him and I hope to god you never do. Because I won't be a happy man if you do."

"Steven, I'm in love with your brother. I don't plan on hurting him, ever."

"Well, that's good to know. I kid you not; he doesn't bounce back easily. Carolyn never understood him. She wanted him to be all strong and manly. And Jim's more tender than most people would think. I'm not saying he isn't manly or strong, I'm just saying he's both. "

"I love that about Jim. He's very nice, gentle and kind. All the things I love in a man or woman." Blair said with a big smile lighting up his face. Steven, seeing that smile, decided that maybe Jimmy had a better chance at love this time. "Well, Blair, I hope things work out for the two of you."

"Thanks, Steven. Is there anything else on your mind?"

"Well, as a matter of fact, do you know anyone that would be interested in a lovely woman, 34 years old and sweet as can be? She works in my office and I was going to introduce her to Jim, but I see now that would be futile."

"You bet your ass, it'd be futile. Yes, Rafe is looking to date someone new. He seems like a nice guy. I don't really know him too well. Actually, I don't know any of them too well, but he seems like a great person. Ask him if he wants a blind date."

"He does seem like a nice guy. That would be good. I date her sister. So, we'd be one happy family."

Steven and Blair laughed and talked for about an hour before going back inside. Meanwhile Jim talked to Megan about how strong a baby was. As he held Megan in his arms hugging her, he opened up his hearing and could hear a faint heartbeat. "Megan, how far along are you?"

"Well, the doctor said about four weeks, but I really thought I was about twelve weeks along."

"I think you might be twelve. I can hear his little hearbeat, Megan. It seems nice and strong."

"Jim, if you hear anything different about it, would you tell me right off, so I could have it checked out?"

"Sure, I promise. I really want this baby to be all right too, Megan. Things will be fine, I just know it."

As Steven walked into the living room, he went over to Rafe and said, "Brian, how do you feel about blind dates, if I know the person you're going to meet?"

"I guess I'd be okay with it." Brian answered.

"Good, because I want you to meet a woman from my office. She's 34 and she's really nice. So do you want me to have her call you, or do you want to call her?" Steven asked.

"Give me her name and number and I'll call her." Rafe said smiling and was very excited about a date in the future.

Henry walked through and said, "Brian, do you want to go out with Sarah and I? We can all meet for dinner and dancing one night."

"That would be great. Let me know tomorrow what night would be good and I'll call... hey Steven, what's her name?"

"Her name is Jennifer, she's 34 and she has a daughter by her ex-husband." Steven said.

"Man, I don't know if I want a ready made family. I'm not sure I'm up to that yet." Rafe said, trying not to sound too shallow, but was afraid it was too late.

Steven glared at him and said, "Well, that's fine, Rafe. Don't worry about it. I'll find someone that will want to date her because of who she is."

"I'm sorry, Steven, I was being a jerk. I'd really like to meet her. I just panicked there for a moment. I'll call her tomorrow as soon as I hear from Henry." Rafe said trying to save face.

Taggart walked into the room and Blair said, "Hey, Joel, I have someone I'd like you to meet"

Joel got this panicked look on his face and Blair started laughing, "Joel, it's a woman. Don't worry." Even Jim started laughing at that one.

"Someone from your classes, or a teacher?" Joel asked guardedly.

"She's a teacher, Joel and she's great. You're going to love her. She wanted to meet someone nice, so I'm telling you, you're perfect." Blair said bouncing.

"What's her name? Do you want me to call her up for a date or what?" Joel asked nervously.

"Hey, why don't you meet with Brown and Rafe and you can all triple date that first time? What do you think, guys? Oh and her name is Mary."

"Hey Joel, you wanna meet us at a great restaurant tomorrow night? We're going to do this. You might as well make that giant step too." Brown said. "Course, I already know Sarah, so I'm not nervous anymore." Sarah smiled and hugged him.

They all sat and talked and talked into the night. They were all having a wonderful time. The phone rang and Jim answered it, "Ellison."

"Jimmy, I hope I'm not bothering you, but I wanted to talk to you." William said.

"What do you want, Dad? I think you made everything crystal clear this afternoon." Jim said angrily.

As Jim talked to his dad, he paced back and forth in the kitchen, until Blair came into the room and he stopped Jim. He took him into his arms and held him close. Jim said, "Dad, I have to go. I'm tired and I want to sleep."

"Okay, Jimmy, I'll talk to you tomorrow, we'll see if we can't repair this mess, okay, son?" his dad asked almost timidly.

"Yeah, whatever, Dad. I'll talk to you tomorrow." Jim said without much conviction.

Jim hugged Blair even harder when he got off the phone. Simon came walking through and said, "Geeze you two, get a tent." He laughed as he left the kitchen thinking he was quite the comedian.

"You ready to hit the hay, Blair, I'm really tired." Jim asked.

"Yeah, whenever you're ready Jim. Let's go and say goodnight to everyone before we do that, though." Blair said walking to the living room.

"Well, everyone, I'm exhausted, so I'm going to hit the hay. Megan, dinner was wonderful, Steven, thanks for coming for dinner and everyone else, it was great as always hanging out with you." Jim said in a rush.

Laughing at Jim's way of hurrying things along, Blair said, "Steven, it was wonderful meeting you. I hope we can get together again, soon."

Jim said, "Chief, I'm really tired." And everyone started laughing. Jim's face turned beet red and he said, "I'm really tired, I'm not kidding." And with that said, he turned and walked out the door.

"What's up with Jim?" Steven asked. "He was fine a few minutes ago."

"Your dad called him. That's who was on the phone." Blair said.

"Oh, that explains it. Well, you go and take care of him. It was great meeting you, Blair. I hope to talk to you soon." Steven said.

As they shook hands, Blair then turned to Megan and said, "Great dinner, Megan. I hope to make dinner for you the next time I see you. I'm a great cook."

"Well, it was wonderful meeting both of you men." Megan said as she shook Blair and Steven's hands. "Now I'm off to bed. I'm exhausted too."

Steven and Blair said goodbye to everyone else and then Blair walked Steven out to his car. As Steven drove off, Blair went around the side and saw the tent was all up and ready. He crawled in and said, "Is it safe for me?"

"Yeah, always safe for you, Blair, always." Jim said with a husky tone that had just gotten there.

"Jim, I think that we should just sleep tonight. What do you say?" Blair asked.

"Okay." Jim said sadly.

"Jim, I love you, man. Nothing will change that. But you seem down since your dad called and I want you in top form." Blair said smiling.

"Okay, I'll agree to that. I'm really tired, Blair. Can I lay in your arms?" Jim asked.

"Where else would you be, Jim?"

"I love you, Chief."

"I love you, too. Now sleep and we'll talk tomorrow."

Blair closed his eyes and was soon sound asleep. Jim was sleeping soundly practically on top of him. Which was fine with Blair.

Part 6

Blair woke up with a kink in his back. Why? He couldn't focus on anything right now, he was tired, cold and weak. Then he remembered that they were in a tent. Sometime during the night, the air must have gone out of the air mattress and they were sleeping on the ground. Blair didn't like sleeping on the ground. He did the only thing that made sense to him.

"Jimmmmmm?" Blair whined into Jim's ear. "I'm freezing, can I crawl on top of you and get warm?"

"Sure, Chief." Jim said as he rolled over and let Blair crawl on top of him. Blair was right, it was a lot warmer that way. God, it felt nice having him just around him. Jim knew that he was a goner when it came to Blair. He was hard as a rock with the feel of Blair's body on top of his. "Chief, this can't be comfortable for you."

"Speak for yourself, man. I feel great and you do too." Blair said almost laughing with happiness.

"Chief, I'll be sure to get a better mattress for next time. We lost our air midway through the night." Jim said.

"Jim, would you like a morner?" Blair asked.

"A morner?" Jim asked.

"It's like a nooner, only sooner." Blair said giggling. Jim pulled him closer and they began to rub their erections together when Jim smelled something that wasn't good. "Shit, Chief, I have to go." Jim said as he rushed out of the tent putting clothes on as he ran. Blair had no idea what was going on, but he threw his clothes on and ran into the station house.

Jim pulled the alarm and ran upstairs to get ready for the run up to the mountain. Everyone was moving in fast speed and were on the mountain within five minutes. Blair caught a ride with Brown and Rafe, after Jim told him he wasn't going along. Jim told him it wasn't safe, but it wasn't for Jim either if he zoned.

Once they all arrived, they located the fire easily and it was unproblematic to get under control. Every now and then Blair saw Jim glare at him, but he didn't say anything. Blair knew that he was in trouble, but this was part of what he had to do.

Once the fire was under control, they all proceeded back to the station house. Exhausted and dirty. Again, Jim went on the main truck, holding on to the side, and didn't invite Blair along. Blair looked over at Jim and whispered, "I have to be here for you, Jim. That's part of being the one that guides." Then Blair slid into the seat of Simon's truck.

Jim watched him through the back window and knew that Blair was right. He just didn't like a person up there that didn't have to be. That's why he'd asked Simon to have Megan put on leave until after the baby. He didn't want her lungs affected, and affecting the babies lungs. Blair turned around and saw Jim watching him and he gave him a sad look and Jim jumped off and opened the truck door and said, "I need to talk to you."

"Jim, you go ahead and take my truck back. I'll ride back with the rest of the crew." Simon said as he tossed the truck keys to Jim. Jim smiled and said, "Thanks, Simon."

He got into the truck and said, "I'm sorry, Blair. I never meant to do that to you. I'm so used to trying to keep everyone safe and forgot that without you; I'd be the one they'd have to keep safe. I won't ever do that again."

"Wow, you are a fast talker when you think you're in trouble, aren't you?" Blair said laughing.

"Let's get back and get clean and then we'll talk some more." Jim said driving down the road.

"Sorry, tough guy, but I have to teach. So we'll be talking at another time. Maybe tonight. Do I get to sleep overnight again? And this time could we have something to sleep on?" Blair said as he moved closer to Jim and kissed his smokey neck.

"Chief, I stink, don't kiss me now." Jim complained. "Wait till I take a shower and then you can kiss on me all you want."

"Nope, we'll see each other tonight. I really do have to teach a class and I'm busy most of the day. Hey, who's on call tonight?" Blair asked.

"People you don't know. Everyone is off, remember they're all meeting at that restaurant? Hey, we could meet there, couldn't we? Then I could go to your place for a few hours and then come back. What do you think?" Jim asked all in one breath.

"Sounds good to me, call and let me know when and where. I love you." Blair said quietly and sweetly.

"I love you, babe." Jim said.

"I've never been anyone's babe!" Blair said laughing.

"You're kidding? Wow, I refuse to believe that no one has ever called you that. Baby? How about that?" Jim asked.

"Never. But I have to tell ya, tough guy, the sexiest thing you call me is Chief." Blair said smiling and very serious.

"Well, Chief, I need some sex. I need it soon. So how about tonight?" Jim asked.

"Sounds good to me, Jim. Call me with the info later today on my cell and I'll meet you all there. This'll be fun."

"No, Chief. Fun would be going to your place right now and spending the whole day there." Jim said smiling.

"Oh and Jim, I want to talk to you about the whole house in the mountain thing. I really do. So let's not forget about it, okay?" Blair asked.

"Oh shit, you don't want to move in with me, do you?" Jim asked.

"Jim, I figured we'd talk about it tonight. Okay? " Blair said.

"No, Chief, tell me now. I need to know. Because I'm not moving if you're not going with me." Jim stated.

"Fine, Jim, I'll tell you. I don't want them to know about you. That's my biggest fear. So, if we do a house ourselves, that's another story, but not one from them. Then they would have to know." Blair said as quickly as he could.

"Why do they scare you, Chief?" Jim asked.

"Because they'll use you for a guinea pig and then put it out for everyone to read and see. You'll be like an attraction at the zoo or a museum." Blair said stubbornly.

"All right, calm down. I'll talk to Simon about it today." Jim said wanting to calm his lover down.

"Okay, thanks, Jim." Blair said and leaned over before they got to the station house and kissed Jim. When they pulled up, he grabbed his bag in the sleeping bag and ran for his car. "I'll see you tonight, tough stuff." Blair called out as he got into the car and took off down the road.

When Jim came through, Megan was glaring at him and he said, "What? What is that look for?"

"You told Simon to keep me out of the mountains until I have this baby. Jim, that's uncalled for and you know it." Megan said as she sat a cup of coffee in front of Jim.

Smiling at the woman who was mad at him but still got him a cup of coffee, made him love her even more. "Megan, I just don't want anything to happen to Baby Banks."

Megan hugged him and said, "I know, I just missed being in on the action. I love that part of our job. Ya know?"

"Yeah, I know. I would feel the same way, but it's for Baby Bank's own good."

"Thanks, Jim. I need to be reminded of that now and then." Megan said as she started breakfast for the crew.

"Megan, you and Simon want to meet us all for dinner at that Italian Restaurant tonight?"

"Who all is going?" Megan wondered aloud.

"Blair and I, Jennifer and Brian, Mary and Joel, Sarah and Henry, Steven and Rachel, and hopefully, you and Simon." Jim said smiling.

"Oh I hope so, it sounds like great fun. I'll ask Simon as soon as he's out of the shower. Now go hit the showers, you stink." Megan said laughing.

"Okay, Mom. I'll see you in a bit." Jim said laughing as he walked into the locker room. He couldn't wait to get there and get clean. Stripping as he walked through, Henry said, "Hey, did anyone decide on a time yet for tonight?"

"Not that I know of, Henry. But Blair said he'd be willing to meet whenever everyone else did." Jim answered. Jim found it so comforting to have Henry standing there naked in the locker room with him and not being nervous or hiding from Jim. He'd have to tell him about it some day. Jim walked under the shower spray and started getting clean.

Brian walked in and got in the shower right next to Jim and said, "So everyone still on for tonight?"

"As far as I know, Brian. I asked Megan and Simon if they wanted to go too. I hope you don't mind." Jim said.

"No, not at all. It would be good for them to get out, ya know?" Rafe said.

"You getting nervous about your blind date yet?" Jim asked kidding.

"Oh yeah, a wreck is more like it. And that damn Joel is calm as all get out. You wouldn't believe it. He's so happy." Brian said.

"Good, now you calm down too, because Steven has very good taste in women. Not just looks, but there has to be something special about her. Know what I mean?" Jim asked.

"Yeah, I'll keep telling myself that all day long while I'm off and going nutso." Brian said laughing.

Joel came walking in and said, "Morning, gentlemen, is this a wonderful day or what?"

Both of the other men almost laughed out loud when he said this.

"So, Joel, what do you plan after the dinner?" Brian asked.

"I don't know, it's totally up to her. I figured maybe some drinks and dancing. But we'll see what she wants to do." Joel said stepping into the shower spray.

Rafe leaned closer into Jim and said, "See what I mean. I think it's sick."

Jim started laughing hard as he shut the shower off. "He's just excited, something you should be." Jim said laughing all out into the changing room.

Brian followed him and asked, "Do you think I could hang with you until it's time for the dinner? God, I'm so fucking nervous. You'd think I'd never been on a date."

"Sure, Blair has classes all day long and I won't see him until dinner. I was thinking of going to look at some land for sale, wanna go?" Jim asked.

"Why, I thought you were going to let them build you a house up there?" Brian asked confused.

Joel walked out and said, "You're not going to move up there?"

"Actually, I still would love to live up there, but Blair doesn't want the city or any type of government to know about my senses. It scares him, so I want to build my own place. I've got lots of money set aside. I can afford it." Jim said while dressing and putting his socks and shoes on.

"Hey, Joel, want to go with me and Jim to look at some property?" Rafe asked.

Jim looked over at Brian like he'd grown two heads. Joel saw the look and said, "No, that's okay. I'm going to hang out here. We'll see each other tonight."

Jim knew that Joel was hurt, so he said, "Nah, come on, big guy. Come with us, it might be fun. You can help me tease Brian about his new date."

Joel's face lit up and he said, "All right, you talked me into it. Jim, I never want you to do stuff with us you don't want to. I know you're probably sick of us."

"Joel, why would I be any more sick of you than anyone else?" Jim asked laughing as he walked out of the room.

Jim was sitting in the kitchen getting things ready for his trip into town when the phone rang. "Mountain Fire and Rescue, Ellison speaking."

"Jimmy, I need to see you today. It's important. I mean really important." William Ellison said desperately.

"What time, Dad?" Jim asked. "The reason I ask is because I have plans this afternoon and tonight."

"Jimmy, please come as soon as you can." William begged.

"Okay, Dad. I'll come right now. Talk to you soon. Bye." Jim said and then hung up the telephone. Turning towards Joel and Brian he said, "Guys, could I ask a huge favor?"

"Sure, Jim, you know we'd do anything for you." Joel answered.

"What's up, Jim?" Brian asked.

"I need someone to drive my truck, so that you can drop me at my dad's house and come back for me when I call. Which shouldn't take too long." Jim said.

"Sure, let's all go in your truck and one of us can drive it around while you're talking with your dad." Joel said getting up to get ready to go. "Move it, Brian, we're getting out of here soon."

Jim started laughing as he took things out to his truck and put them in the lock box in the back of the truck. When he was all finished, out came Joel and Brian. They were all ready to go. Both men got into the truck and Jim said, "Hang on just one second while I tell Megan something."

Jim walked back into the house and knocked on Simon and Megan's quarters and Simon opened up the door and said, "Jim, could you listen for the baby?" Jim could see the panic in Simon's face.

"Sure, where is she?" Jim asked following Simon in. Seeing the look of fear on Megan's face even scared Jim. "Megan, what's wrong, why do you think something is wrong?"

"I slipped and fell in the shower, Jim. I hit my back and butt really hard. And the baby hasn't moved since." Megan said tearfully.

"Calm down, Megan. I need you to just relax." Jim said as he started to rub her belly softly. He just kept rubbing and had his ear down on her belly and Simon and Megan both saw the smile come up on his face and were relieved instantly. "Megan, that baby is doing flip flops now. You're just nervous. Baby's are tougher than they seem. The heartbeat is good and strong."

"Thanks, Jim." Simon said as he pulled Megan into his arms and said, "I love you, Meg."

Jim had never heard Simon refer to her as anything but Megan, but this seemed so damned sweet that he almost got teary eyed. "Before I forget, did you ask Simon about dinner tonight?"

Simon answered, "Yeah, we'll be there. Can't wait in fact. It'll be nice to meet everyone's dates. We're good at about 7:00. That good for everyone else?"

"I'll get back to you in about two hours or so. See you tonight. And Megan, please calm down." Jim said as he left the room smiling. Jim got into the truck and drove into town. Pulling up in front of his dad's house, he said, "If I don't ever call or come out, make sure they investigate."

Joel and Brian both laughed and said, "Good luck." Jim shut the door, and Brian moved over and drove away from William's home.

William was looking out the window when he saw his son be dropped off by two of his fellow workers. He went to the door and opened it before Jim ever thought about knocking.

"Hi, Jimmy, come on in. Sally has breakfast made in the kitchen." William said.

"Thanks, Dad. I'm starved." Jim said as he headed in to see Sally. He loved Sally; when she saw Jim she ran and hugged him. Jim held on to her for a long time.

It's been too long, Jimmy. Sit down and have some food." Sally said kissing the top of his head, just as she had when he was a child. It made him feel so warm inside. He never had those feelings when he was with his father. It's really sad.

"Sally, I think we can handle this. You go ahead and take off to see your sister." William said. Jim stood up and hugged and kissed her again.

"Come and see me sometime, Jimmy. I miss you." Sally said with her moist eyes staring up into Jim's eyes.

"I promise I'll come and see you more often. I'm sorry I've been so distant." Jim said.

"I'll see you later tonight, William." Sally said as she left.

"Have a good day, Sally." William called out after her.

"Okay, Dad, what's up? " Jim asked cutting to the chase.

"Well, Jimmy I thought you would want to hear this terrible thing from someone who loves you. This Blair Sandburg is a slut. He's been with 28 girls since the beginning of the year. Is this really someone you want to hitch your wagon to?"

"Dad, I can't believe you had him checked out. And how do you know how many women he's been with? Oh shit. Don't tell me you went and asked questions at his University." Jim said appalled.

"Well, of course I did. I would do nothing less for either of my boys. Then I turned your friend into the Dean. The Dean said some of those girls were his students, so he was going to have them expelled and Blair Sandburg fired from his teaching position." William said with pride.

Part 7

Jim stood in his father's kitchen horrified. "Dad, please tell me that you didn't. Please I beg of you."

"Jimmy, I did what I thought was best. I'll take all of it back if you promise to stay away from him from this day forth. It's your choice."

Jim started pacing and said, "Dad, you can't do this. It's not right."

"Well, you tell me what's right, Jimmy? Standing aside as my son throws his whole life away on a male slut?" William asked.

Jim stood up and had tears dropping out of his eyelids. Even though he didn't want them to. "Dad, please don't make me do this."

"Jimmy, you have the rest of the day to decide. Then it's a done deal. Your friend won't be able to teach anywhere after that. He should have thought about that before he fucked all of those students." William said with such hatred that Jim almost threw up.

"I'll call you later." Jim said as he rushed out the front door. He didn't care that he was crying as he walked down the street. Brian and Joel drove up. Joel got out of the truck and said, "Jim, come here. Let me talk to you. What happened?"

"Jesus, if I don't stop seeing Blair, my dad will see to it he never teaches again. You don't have a clue as to how great a teacher he is. It's something he couldn't live without." Jim said into Joel's shoulder.

"So you're going to give up just like that?" Joel asked. "That's not the Jim Ellison that we all know."

"I agree with Joel, Jim." Brian said.

"He said if I don't stop seeing him, he'll make those calls and that will be it." Jim said, trying to calm down.

Joel pushed Jim into the truck and Brian drove over to the University. "We're all going to go in here and talk to the Dean. We'll warn him of what's about to happen and maybe that will be enough. Jim, you can't give up on him. It will break his heart. He loves you."

"I know, Joel. But I can't hurt him like that." Jim said looking down at his hands.

"You do what you want, Jim, but we're going to see the Dean, aren't we, Brian?" Joel asked.

"We sure are. Blair is our friend too. We won't let your dad do this to him either." Brian said.

When they parked Joel said, "So do you want to be in on this or not? We're going to see the Dean."

"Yeah, I want to talk to him too." Jim said as they walked up to the main office. Finding the where the Dean was, they asked if they could talk to him about a fire problem. Joel showed his ID and they were led into the Dean's office right away.

Dean Rider said, "Good morning, Gentlemen, what can I do for you?"

Joel and Brian sat down while Jim paced the room and told the Dean what was going on. He explained in great detail that his father had paid people to say and do things, because he didn't want his son to be gay. When he was done, Jim finally stopped pacing and asked, "So, do you believe any of this? Or are you going to believe my father?"

"Mr. Ellison, your father is a great benefactor and I find it hard to believe that he would use his influence to do this. I'm in shock. I don't know what to think about any of this. I really like Professor Sandburg, but if he's sleeping with students, then he will have to pay the price." The Dean said.

"You're not listening, my father will create the whole story. Because he thinks this will be easier to get me away from him. Either way I lose. Because when Blair finds out who did this, he'll drop me fast. In addition, Blair never slept with me while I was a student. In fact, quite the opposite. He wouldn't hear of it." Jim said trying to talk the Dean into believing his story.

"Mr. Ellison, if you can find one person who can prove this, then I'll believe you. Otherwise, I would have to believe your father if he comes to me with this information." Dean Rider said.

"Not even if I gave more money to the college than he does?" Jim asked.

"What are you talking about?" Dean Rider asked.

"I give a portion of my estate monthly, which I will stop if you don't listen to me. I don't care what my father says. You know the new library? Well, guess who gave the money for that? I'm that Mr. Ellison. Not William, but James."

"I had no idea you were James. How would I know that? You just said you name was Ellison. Of course, I'll listen. Why would a man who has been so generous do something as bad as your father is talking about? Right?" Dean Rider said smiling.

Jim was so pissed off about the whole thing, but had to make it appear that he cared about this asshole. "Yes, so in front of these witnesses, you'll agree that Blair Sandburg is an excellent Professor and won't be fired?" Jim asked.

"But of course." Dean Rider said.

"Dean, if he offers more money, call me first before you do something stupid." Jim said walking out of the office.

"Shit Jim, why didn't you do that to start with?" Joel asked.

"Because Joel, now I'm as bad as my father. I feel like shit. I just used my wealth and influence to buy Blair his job back. The Dean doesn't care if Blair is a good teacher or not. He only cares what money they'll get out of it."

"Well, Jim, at least you did it for a good reason." Brian said. "Now we have to make a pact that Blair will never know about this. It would hurt him too much."

Joel held out one hand and Brian put his on top of that, followed by Jim's and continued until they said, "Deal."

Jim knew that things weren't done. It was all right; he could take on his dad. He knew he could.

Joel called Mary at lunchtime from Jim's truck and asked if 7:00 was a good time to meet at Antonio's for dinner. She agreed and he smiled all the rest of the day.

Then Brian called Jennifer and asked, "Hi Jennifer, this is Brian Rafe. Did Steven tell you about me?"

"Yes, he told me all about you. It's nice of you to call." She said.

"Well, I was wondering if you'd like to meet for dinner at Antonio's at 7:00. Steven and Rachel will be going too."

"That sounds really nice. I'm looking forward to meeting you. I'll see you there at 7:00." Jennifer said.

"Hot damn. I have a date. Jesus, I'm nervous as all get out." Brian said laughing. Jim put his arm around Brian's shoulder and said, "Things will be fine."

"Oh, call Steven and tell him where and when. Then call Simon and last but not least, Blair." Joel said.

"Yes, sir." Jim said laughing at Joel barking out orders. He knew that Joel was nervous too.

Jim dialed up Steven and when Steven got on, he said, "Hey you still want to go for dinner with all of us tonight? We're meeting at Antonio's at 7:00. We'd really like to see you there."

"Sure, I'll call Rachel right now. I'm sure she'll be free. Jim, dad just called and said you dumped Blair. Please tell me you didn't."

"I didn't. Dad is an asshole and I'll talk to you tonight. Please don't mention anything in front of Blair, okay?" Jim asked.

"Sure, I know better than to do that. Jim, I'll see you all tonight. Thanks for inviting me. See ya tonight." Steven said.

Jim then dialed Simon's number and when Simon answered he said, "Hey Simon, you still want to hang with us for dinner?"

Laughing Simon said, "You bet. We can't wait to get out of here. This has been a long week. We'll see you tonight. Oh, where and when?" Simon said laughing.

"Antonio's at 7:00. We'll see you then. Bye." Jim said and hung up. He called Blair next. When Blair answered his phone, Jim figured he must be in front of a class because he was very quiet.

"Hi, baby." Jim said blushing when Joel and Brian looked over at him.

"Hey, what are you calling now for? I thought you were going to call at lunch." Blair said trying to whisper.

"Blair, I just wanted to tell you that we're meeting at Antonio's at 7:00. So are we still on?" Jim asked.

"Of course we're still on. Are you coming to spend the night with me afterwards." Blair asked almost teasingly.

"I might be talked into it. We'll see what happens. Maybe we'll get lucky." Jim said laughing.

"Jim, I have to go, I'm teaching here." Blair said as he hung up.

Jim put his cell on the dash and both Joel and Brian started laughing. "What?" Jim asked.

"You are such a goner." Joel said.

"Oh yeah, he has it bad." Brian said laughing too.

Come on, let go and see some land near the mountain." Jim said.

"Hey Jim, wanna drive your own truck again?" Brian asked.

"As a matter of fact, yes." Jim said getting out and driving once again. Jim wondered how he'd gotten so fucking lucky having such great friends. He treasured every one of them.

They all looked at land, and Jim found a piece he could afford with a two story old house on it. It was a pretty good price, because most folks don't want to live right on the fire line. Jim put down a deposit and gave them an offer.

They all went back to the station house to get changed for the dinner. While there, Jim got a phone call from the Realtor. "Ellison, " Jim answered.

"Yes, Jim, we got back word already. The woman selling the place said she'd accept your offer. And since you are paying cash, you can pick up the keys anytime today if you'd like."

"Thank you, this is great news. I'll be by later to pick it up. Will you be open about 6:00 or so?" Jim asked.

"Sure, we'll be here. Congratulations, Jim." The Realtor said.

"Thanks again." Jim said as he hung up. He walked into the game room where Brain and Joel were and said, "Hey, I got the house."

Both men jumped up and said, "Congratulations. Did you tell Simon yet?"

"Nope, on my way to do it now. I'll see you at Antonio's at 7:00." Jim said and walked over to Simon and Megan's quarters.

Knocking he heard Megan say, "Come on in."

"Hey, I had some news and I wanted to share with the two of you." Jim said.

Simon sat next to Megan and said, "So tell."

"I bought a house today. It's in the area that you were thinking about having me move to. So now, we don't have to tell anyone that works for the city or state. It's a pretty old home, but with a little bit of work, I think it'll look nice."

"Great news, Jim. I'm glad it worked out." Simon said shaking Jim's hand.

Megan got up and said, "Are you going to have an extra room for a nursery? You might want to keep this baby now and then." Both Megan and Simon started laughing.

Jim shocked them by saying, "You know that's a damn good idea. Actually, it's got four bedrooms, so I'll have a lot of room for your children. Doesn't look like I'll be having any of my own." Jim said.

"You'll be welcome to use ours anytime you want." Megan said kissing Jim's cheek.

"I gotta go and pick up some things and sign some paperwork. Talk to you all tonight at 7:00." Jim said.

Jim took off for town to pick up his things at the Realtor's office. Once he signed those papers, he got the key. "You'll have to go to the mortgage company just to finalize the paperwork, Mr. Ellison. Even if you're paying cash, it still has to be legal."

"Sure, I understand. But I can start working on the house, right?" Jim asked.

"You bet. Go and have fun." The Realtor said.

Jim left there and went to the restaurant because it was almost 7:00. He couldn't believe he might be late for a date. He drove as fast as he could without being stopped. When he got there, he pulled up in front and let them park it. When he walked in, he told the hostess, who he was with and she said, "Follow me." Jim followed her to the banquet room and saw them all sitting there. They were all talking and laughing. It looked like everyone was getting along just fine. Jim walked in said, "So do I get to meet these new women or not?" Then Jim noticed that Blair wasn't there. He looked over at Simon and Simon shrugged his shoulders and said, "He couldn't make it, Jim."

Jim might have been deflated, but he went over to the women and met them all and shook hands with each of them. He sat down next to Megan and she held his hand for a few moments. Leaning into Megan he asked, "Did he sound all right when he called?"

"No, not really. It sounded like he'd been crying." Megan said quietly. Jim looked at her and said, "I'll be back in a few minutes. He doesn't live to far from here. I'll go and get him."

"Good idea, Jim." Megan said smiling. Jim walked out of the room and could hear Megan telling everyone that Jim would be right back. They decided to wait to order until Jim got back with Blair.

He got to Blair's place and walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. Not expecting Jim at all, he opened the door and then tried to shut it again. Jim stopped him and said, "All right, what the fuck is going on?"

"Hey, I talked to your dad and the Dean today. If I don't stop seeing you, I'm no longer teaching. Jim, I can't believe that you went to the Dean with that crap about you giving more money than your dad does. He believed it until he did some checking and found out that there was only one Ellison that gave more money than William and that was your brother Steven."

"Blair, it's my money. I give it to Steven to donate. I'll have Steven write the letter. It's my money. I was left a large inheritance by my mom's father. My dad never quite got over that. Fuck him. He can't do anything to you, Blair. We'll get a private eye and find the underlying cause of all of this. I won't think twice about taking the Dean down with my father." Jim said with such anger that Blair backed up.

"Please come to dinner with me. Please, baby. I need you there. They all want to meet you. I want you there more than anything in the world." Jim begged.

"Jim, I'm not ready." Blair said breaking. Jim knew he had him now. "So, get ready. Come on, I'll call and have them order our food and it'll be there when we get there. Baby, please?"

"Okay. I'm sure I'll live to regret this, but I can't say no to anything you ask, Jim." Blair said laughing as he ran into the bedroom to get ready. "Blair, what do you want me to order?"

Blair gave him his order and Jim called and asked Megan to order for them and told her they'd be there in about 20 minutes. Megan said, "Give him a hug for me and Simon." Jim smiled and said, "I will. See you in 20."

Once they got to the restaurant, they went right to the banquet room and Blair got to meet all of the new women and they, of course, were taken with him. Everyone always was. Male or female, it didn't matter. Everyone loved Blair.

Jim sat and watched all of his friends during dinner. He really liked all of the new women he met tonight. They seemed to get along well with his friends. And he really liked his almost sister-in-law. Steven had whispered that he was going to pop the question that night.

The evening flew by. Jim was so glad they all got together. When everyone was leaving, Jim hated to see the night end. But then he remembered where he was spending the night and a big smile came to his face.

Blair watched Jim and said, "You just remembered that you're going to my place, didn't you?"

"Shit, how do you do that?" Jim said laughing.

When they got in the truck, they went to Blair's place and as soon as they were inside the door, Jim stripped his clothes off. Blair did the same. Before long they were both standing there naked. Jim finally found his voice and said, "Let's take this to your room, Chief."

Blair took Jim by the hand and pulled him as fast as he could. They both hit the bed and started kissing. Jim said, "Fuck me, Blair. Show me who I belong to."

Blair reached over and got the lube and the condom and started preparing Jim for the fun that was coming his way. While he was doing this, he was telling Jim how hot his body was. How gorgeous he was. Jim was about ready to come just from Blair's voice. He's got the sexiest damn voice of anyone I've ever heard in my life. He knows it and is using it against me. Jim smiled the whole time.

"Jim, this might hurt for awhile. If it hurts too much, you tell me and I'll pull out, okay?" Blair asked. Jim could tell how scared he was. "Chief, I want you in me. I want to feel you inside of me now." Jim ordered. Blair pushed part way in and stopped when he saw the look on Jim's face. Yeah, it hurt, but it was a good kind of hurt. "More, Chief, more." Jim begged.

Blair pushed the rest of the way in and held still. Not so much to not hurt Jim, but because he was ready to come just from the feeling of being inside of Jim. "Blair, fuck me hard, now." Jim ordered again.

Blair pulled out and slammed back into Jim. This time he hit Jim's prostate, and got his first feeling of what that was like. The noises that were coming out of Jim's mouth were driving Blair to pound into him harder and faster. Soon Blair was saying, "Jim, I'm sooooo close, baby."

"Come for me. Come in me, babe. Show me who I belong to. I want to belong to only you, Chief." Jim said in a very husky voice that was driving Blair over the edge. Blair reached down and grabbed Jim's cock and started fisting Jim until Jim said, "Hard, baby, hard. I need you to come in me now. I want it now." Jim came shouting Blair's name, as Blair came howling Jim's.

"Holy shit." Blair said lying on top of Jim sometime later.

"Yeah, this was pretty fun wasn't it?" Jim asked laughing. "Blair, please tell me that it'll always be this fun."

"Oh yeah, big man, it'll always be this fun." Blair said pulling out of Jim. Both men moaned, not from pain, but from loss.

Blair went and got the wipes and cleaned them both up. "Can you spend the night, Jim?"

"Oh yeah." Jim said snuggling up to Blair for the night. "Will there be a morner?"

Blair laughed and said, "If you play your cards right."

"I love you, Chief."

"I love you, Jim."

The two men fell asleep and didn't worry about anything. They were too busy thinking about how in love they were.

Part 8

When Blair woke up the next morning, Jim asked, "do you want to have sex or do you want to get ready to take care of things at the University?"

"That's not fair, babe. Tough call. But I guess we better go and take care of things at the Uni."

"Up we go, hot shot." Jim drug him into a shower where they fisted each other really fast so they wouldn't walk around hard all day long.

Jim called his lawyer and asked him to meet him at the Dean's office first thing. He explained what had happened, so the lawyer would know and the boys rode in the truck quietly, both somewhat nervous.

Once there they waited along with Jim's lawyer, Aaron Saks. Finally the Dean called them in.

"I have no idea why Mr. Sandburg is here. He has been fired for misuse of his position." the Dean ranted.

"Excuse me, Dean Rider. I'm Aaron Saks. I'm the Attorney for James Ellison and his estate. The money that comes in here each month to help out struggling students is from his account. He puts it in his brother's name because he doesn't want the notice. It's all legal. Papers have been done up to document this process for about seven years. Now you're telling Professor Sandburg he no longer has a job because of some idiot notion brought to you by William Ellison? Tell me, when was the last time he gave this University anything? I can promise you he would have only done it if it served his purpose. He has to get something back. Today, when I return to my office I want you to know that Professor Sandburg and James Ellison will be filing a suit against you and the University. We will take nothing less than you losing your job. We're done here now." Aaron motioned for the guys to follow him and the Dean called out, "Wait."

"What?" Jim asked.

"I never filed the paperwork on Blair Sandburg, because I didn't have enough to use against him. So Professor Sandburg isn't fired at all. In fact, he should be in his class right now."

Aaron looked at Blair's smile and said, "It's up to you, Sandburg. Suit or no suit?"

"I'll teach for a while longer and see if Dean Rider keeps his nose clean." Blair bounced in place. He was so excited. "I do have a class starting in ten minutes, so I must leave for now. See you later, Jim. Thanks, Mr. Saks."

"You're welcome, Sandburg."

"See you tonight, Chief? I'll show you the house." Jim said quietly.

"I'll meet you at the station house and then we'll go and see our new home. Later." Blair went flying out the door happily.

"I'm going to be watching your every move, Dean Rider. If James or Blair tell me of anything that is done to them, the suit is on." Saks walked out the door, not waiting for a reply.

"See you later, Jimmy." Aaron said smiling.

"What was with that James stuff?"

"They listen more if you sound rich and important. They don't care if Sandburg was innocent. They only care about money. Have a good life, Jimmy." He shook hands with Jim and walked off. Jim strode to the classroom where he knew Blair was going to be and tapped on the door.

Blair opened it and whispered, "What? I'm trying to teach here." Then he almost giggled.

"I need to talk to you and then I'll leave you alone."

Blair stepped into the hall, closed the door and said, "Hit me."

"I need to know if you're ready for all of this. I'm expecting a great deal. You'll have to help me with my senses and teach me to control them when I'm alone. You'll need to move into a house that isn't done yet and needs a lot of work. You're going to have to put up with me for a month because I'm taking a leave from work, so I can get the house done as quickly as possible. You're going to have to put up with all of my friends, day in and day out. And I haven't even gotten to the fire part. I'll be going in the middle of the night many times a week to get fires under control. That would leave you by yourself an awful lot. Do you think you can handle all of this?" Jim looked scared to death.

Whispering, Sentinel soft, "I'm going to fuck your brains out tonight. Then we'll talk about all of this, but I don't see a problem. It's called life, Jim. And we'll handle it one day at a time. Sound good to you?"

"I love you so much. I've never wanted to kiss anyone so badly, as I do now."

"Jim, not here. We have our safe places, but not at our work. Now go home and relax. We're going to be just fine. I'm ready for all of it. I'm ready for you. I'm ready for us. Go home and buy us a bed. We need one for tonight." Blair walked back into his classroom and began teaching once more. Jim loved to listen to him.

On the drive home, Jim realized Blair was right. Everything would be fine. His dad was going to make trouble from time to time, but they could handle it. He'd talk to Simon about a leave of absence to fix up the house. They would be there for all of their friends. That's what was most important. Okay, not most important, but semi-close. Jim found himself singing along with the song on the radio that suited both he and Blair so well. The heat was definitely on. And all he could think of was a semi-dressed Guide waiting for him.

The end.

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Acknowledgments: Thank you to Mary for the beta. Thank you, Candygram for the lovely artwork.